No matter how much you claimed to love me, you couldn’t have a frostgiant sitting on the throne of Asgard!
So notice that even AFTER their huge fight and even AFTER Loki finds out he’s adopted and he’s actually a different species and Odin basically sucks at parenting… even after all that, when Odin’s down for the count, Loki freaks right out and calls for help.
Because he still wants to be his Father’s son, even if he isn’t biologically.
He is freaked out of his mind.
Holy shit maybe he really did think he was a monster at that moment.
He didn’t know what was going on with Odin.
He could of thought “I did this” as he saw Odin laying there unmoving.
His whole demeanor just changes, he goes from so hurt and angry to confused and terrified, he looks like a small child in that last gif. BAH STOP BREAKING MY HEART